Maybe It’s All Coming Together – An Abstract Painting Four Years in the Making

There are paintings that come together in a single breath, and there are paintings that demand your unraveling first. Maybe It’s All Coming Together is the latter.

This contemporary abstract painting took me over four years to complete. Not because I didn’t know how to paint. Not because I lacked inspiration. But because I was walking through a profound season of self-doubt, emotional healing, and spiritual awakening. The canvas became a mirror—reflecting my fear, my growth, and my slow return to myself as an artist.

At first glance, this large-scale abstract artwork may seem layered, fragmented, even chaotic. There are textures that collide, colours that refuse to blend neatly, and shapes that seem to resist containment. Yet beneath that apparent disorder lies something deeply intentional: movement toward integration. Toward wholeness.

This painting represents the chapters in our lives when everything appears to be falling apart.

The relationships that shift.
The identities that crumble.
The dreams that dissolve.
The voices—internal and external—that tell us we are not enough.

For a long time, I struggled to filter out negative influences around me. The subtle doubts. The dismissive comments. The inherited beliefs about what art should look like, what success should feel like, who I should be by now. As a woman, as a mother, as a creative, I found myself questioning not only my work, but my worth

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During those four years, I wandered deeply along the spiritual path. I returned to healing practices. I reconnected with nature. I allowed myself to step away from the pressure to produce and instead asked a more essential question: Why am I an artist?

The answer was not about recognition or perfection. It was about truth.

Abstract art, for me, is not about decoration. It is about emotional expression. It is about translating invisible inner landscapes into colour, texture, and form. It is about capturing transformation on canvas.

Maybe It’s All Coming Together ©, 2026, Acrylic

Maybe It’s All Coming Together holds layers of that transformation. Beneath the visible brushstrokes are earlier versions—painted over, scraped back, softened, reworked. Just like us. Just like the healing journey.

There were moments when I almost abandoned this painting entirely. It felt unresolved. Incomplete. Uncertain. But in many ways, that was the point. I was unresolved. Incomplete. Uncertain.

As I healed, the painting healed.

As I grew in confidence, new clarity emerged on the canvas. Colours that once felt discordant began to harmonise. Space opened where density once dominated. What looked like fragmentation began to reveal a quiet coherence.

Maybe It’s All Coming Together ©, 2026, Acrylic

This abstract expressionist artwork is ultimately about trust—the radical trust that what feels like chaos may actually be reorganisation. That breakdown can precede breakthrough. That endings are often the architecture of new beginnings.

We live in a culture that celebrates instant results and polished outcomes. But real transformation is rarely immediate. It is layered. It is messy. It is nonlinear. This painting honours that process.

If you are in a chapter of your life where everything feels uncertain—where identities are shifting, relationships are evolving, or your sense of direction feels blurred—I want this artwork to whisper something gentle to you:

Maybe it’s not falling apart.

Maybe it’s all coming together.

This contemporary abstract painting is more than a finished piece; it is a visual meditation on resilience, spiritual growth, and creative rebirth. It stands as a testament to the courage it takes to keep going when self-doubt is loud and clarity feels distant.

If this story resonates with you, I invite you to explore the artwork more deeply. Discover the textures, the layers, and the energy woven into every inch of the canvas.

To view Maybe It’s All Coming Together, learn more about the inspiration behind it, and see detailed images of the painting, visit this page.

Because sometimes, what feels like the end of who we were is the quiet beginning of who we are becoming.

Maybe It’s All Coming Together ©, 2026, Acrylic